Well, starting January 20, 2014 I started my journey into fitness. I have started and stopped so many times. I have been struggling with my weight for some time now! It never bothered me much in high school! I was never the skinniest girl but I had curves!! I started putting on weight when I was in college! I moved to Alaska with Andy in 2006! I tried to stay fit but I literally hated to eat healthy and I hated to exercise!! Well, we found out I was pregnant in 2007 and literally since then I have been struggling with my weight gaining over 60 lbs with my son and not being able to get it off!! I get soo dedicated and so focused and after a week I fall off the band wagon! Being fat is depressing!! But food makes me happy!! I love to eat!! But I'm tired of being tired! I'm tired of people asking me are you pregnant or when are you due? I am ready to wear a tight top without wearing spandex to hold it in!! I want this for me!! I want to feel good about myself and have high self esteem!! I want to shop from the clearance racks and something fit me!
